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quizzes from liz [Jul. 9th, 2007|11:17 pm]
I'm surprised...I thought I would score higher than I did, well, I AM tired...







How Saiyan Are You?




Your score is 10%

You don't have very much in common with the Saiyan race. Your gut reactions and your way of viewing the world around you seem to be strictly human. That doesn't have to be a bad thing, though. What's in the heart counts more than anything, and a Saiyan would probably appreciate having you by his side in a fight since you can obviously appreciate the beauty of his race, and the allure of the battlefield. Remember, true pride and a fighting spirit don't come from your genes, they come from your soul. Be proud of your humanity and continue to support the noble race of Saiyajin!






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I got unusually high, or at least higher than I thought I would







How Saiyan Are You?




Your score is 10%

You don't have very much in common with the Saiyan race. Your gut reactions and your way of viewing the world around you seem to be strictly human. That doesn't have to be a bad thing, though. What's in the heart counts more than anything, and a Saiyan would probably appreciate having you by his side in a fight since you can obviously appreciate the beauty of his race, and the allure of the battlefield. Remember, true pride and a fighting spirit don't come from your genes, they come from your soul. Be proud of your humanity and continue to support the noble race of Saiyajin!






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The Everythign Test [Mar. 16th, 2007|02:58 am]
Stolen from Kristen...

The Everything Test

There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all.

Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-)

Personality
You are more logical than emotional, more concerned about others than concerned about self, more atheist than religious, more dependent than loner, more lazy than workaholic, more traditional than rebel, more artistic mind than engineering mind, more idealist than cynical, more leader than follower, and more introverted than extroverted.

As for specific personality traits, you are romantic (100%), adventurous (90%), intellectual (80%), artistic (72%).

Stereotypes
Punk Rock93%
Old Geezer83%
Emo Kid67%
 
Life Experience
Sex63%
Substances24%
Travel28%

Politics
Your political views would best be described as Liberal, whom you agree with around 59% of the time.
  Socioeconomic
Your attitude toward life best associates you with Upper Middle Class. You make more than 0% of those who have taken this test, and 72% less than the U.S. average.

If your life was a movie, it would be rated R.
By the way, your hottness rank is 79%, hotter than 98% of other test takers.

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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2007|05:23 am]
You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.

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Mermaid

100%

Angel

92%

Demon

50%

Dragon

50%

WereWolf

50%

Faerie

25%

What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
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How perfect, right?
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Current events [Sep. 27th, 2006|04:37 pm]
So, I got a new job. I was hired last Thursday. I'm going to stay on at PK, cuz I'm not sure how this new one is going to work out. But if it goes well, I'll drop PK. It was a really good opportunity.

Anyways, so my mom has been having some medical issues and I'm freaking out about them. Apparently, she was on some medication years ago for her muscles, and it has now been banned from being distributed because it was shown that it caused major heart problems. She's been having palpitations and shortness of breath, so she went to the doctor. They hooked her up to an EKG, and the entire time, her heart rate was skipping around all over the place. Yesterday morning they put a heart monitor on that she had taken off this morning. She's going to get the results either Friday or next week on Monday. My grandma had to have a pace-maker put in, and she thinks that she may have to as well.

My mom keeps trying to play this off as nothing, but I can tell she's more worried about it than she's letting on. I'm really worried about her, as well. She's been working herself up into fits and then, has to go sit down for a bit. And I'm so pissed off at my brothers because they know she's having problems, and yet, they keep on doing stupid shit to get her upset. I've been trying as hard as I can to try and make it easier on her. I went over and helped her watch Kaleb the other day, so she wouldn't get stressed over that. I'm just at a loss as to what to do to try and help.
Anyways, I gotta go to work. I'll post more later.
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Yes, I am alive [Sep. 18th, 2006|01:35 pm]
So, I am just now signing on after about, what, seven months? Maybe more...I don't even know anymore. Anyways,so, I am still alive and kickin'. I have been working around 50+ hours a week and going to school. This week my work schedule should be slowing down a bit, since th three ppl who were in the hospital are back now and I won't have to cover anyone's shift. So, that's good.

Anywho, my and John's two-year anniveRsary is on Wednesday and we Both have Tues. and Wed. off, so I'm hoping for romance and lots of sex. ^_^ I'm not sure what he has planned, but I know he's been saving up for it for awhile. I'm not sure, but I think he's going to do the whole formal popping of the question. I say formal, because he's asked me to marry him a million times already, every time immediately followed with an enthusiastic "YES!" However, there isn't a ring or actual quote-unquote "engagement." But that's just me stipulating. Anything he does, I know I'll just love.

So, other than being extremely tired all the time and spread so thin, I can barely breath, I'm actually doing really good. I'm not sure how many of you know this, but John and I moved in together in May. So, I'm out living on my own.

It's really weird looking back on this year. It seems like I've been through alot, but I really haven't, especially when compared with all the Bull I had to deal with last year. I think I'm getting to that "WOW, I'm grown up" stage. I look back on the person I was just last year, and I can see how much I've grown up. It's weird. Like, I actually hold to my obligations and responsibilities. I feel like I'm really laying down the foundations for a real life. And I'm really happy.

I'm just happy with my life right now. I know it sounds weird coming from me, the angsty Olivia, but it's true. I'm really just content right now. I'm overworked with my job and struggling with school, but in my eyes it's worth it, because this what you have to go through in order to get somewhere, and this is the only way I can help build a life that I want to have with John. I know it's sappy, but it's true.

Ok, so, other than that, I'm really missing my friends that are gone. Liz is away again for college, all the way over in Oregon, and I just miss her so much. Plus, Chelsea is gone down in Kentucky, even tho she's supposed to be back up this week, I hate having her gone all the time. My social life is kinda lacking, b/c my work schedule and school and all that, but I'm trying to keep it up and am hanging out with my friends as much as possible.

Ok, well, now you guys have a run-down of my life for the last 7-8 mos. I hopefully will update more than that now. BYE-BYE!!
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Quiz Thingy [Sep. 18th, 2006|01:21 pm]
Stolen from the Weas.


1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

AND...

1. Do we know each other outside of Live Journal?
2. Whats your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors about me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
18. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
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(no subject) [Mar. 3rd, 2006|01:45 pm]
You Are 72% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.
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meaningless [Mar. 3rd, 2006|11:17 am]
It's not fair that webcomics can make me cry. But then again, it's not fair when they kill off the mother of the main character. I cried alot. In the middle of the library at school.

Wow, it's great to be sensitive.
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heh, angsty [Jul. 3rd, 2005|02:18 am]

Which Tim Burton character are you?

Lydia Deitz

You're such a dark, angsty teenager.

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I think I qualify as a junkie [Jun. 18th, 2005|03:19 pm]
X next to ones I've seen (more than 70=movie whore, less than 70=you have taste)

1. ( ) Napoleon Dynamite
2. ( ) Saw
3. ( ) White Noise
4. (X) White Oleander
5. (X) Anger Management
6. (X) 50 First Dates
7. (X) Jason X
8. (X) Scream
9. (X) Scream 2
10. (X) Scream 3
11. (X) Scary Movie
12. (X) Scary Movie 2
13. (X) Scary Movie 3
14. (X) American Pie
15. (X) American Pie 2
16. ( ) American Wedding
17. (X) Harry Potter
18. (X) Harry Potter 2
19. (X) Harry Potter 3
20. (X) Resident Evil
21. (X) Resident Evil 2
22. (X) The Wedding Singer
23. ( ) Little Black Book
24. (X)The Village
25. ( ) Donnie Darko
26. (X) Lilo & Stitch
27. (X) Finding Nemo
28. ( ) Finding Neverland
29. (X) 13 Ghosts
30. (X) Signs
31. (X) The Grinch
32. (X) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
33. (X) White Chicks
34. (X) Butterfly Effect
35. ( ) Thirteen going on 30
36. (X) I Robot
37. (X) Dodge ball
38. ( ) Universal Soldier
39. (X) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
40. ( ) Along Came A Spider
41. (X) Deep Impact
42. (X) KingPin
43. (X) Never Been Kissed
44. (X) Meet The Parents
45. (X) Meet The Fockers
46. ( ) Eight Crazy Nights
47. ( ) A Cinderella Story
48. (X) The Terminal
49. ( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
50. ( ) Passport to Paris
51. (X) Dumb & Dumber
52. ( ) Dumb & Dumberer
53. (X) Final Destination
54. (X) Final Destination 2
55. (X) Halloween
56. (X) The Ring
57. ( ) The Ring 2
58. ( ) Harold & Kumar (white castle)
59. (X) Practical Magic
60. (X) Chicago
61. (X) Ghost Ship
62. ( ) From Hell
63. ( ) Hellboy
64. (X) Secret Window
65. (X) I Am Sam
66. ( ) The Whole Nine Yards
67. ( ) The Whole Ten Yards
68. (X) The Day After Tomorrow
69. ( ) Child's Play
70. ( ) Bride of Chucky
71. (X) Ten Things I Hate About You
72. (X) Just Married
73. (X) Gothika
74. (X) A Nightmare on Elm Street
75. (X) Sixteen Candles
76. ( ) Bad Boys
77. ( ) Bad Boys 2
78. (X) Joy Ride
79. (X) Seven (SE7EN)
80. (X) Oceans Eleven
81. ( ) Oceans Twelve
82. ( ) Identity
83. ( ) Lone Star
84. (X) Bedazzled
85. (X) Predator I
86. (X) Predator II
87. (X) Independence Day
88. ( ) Cujo
89. (X) A Bronx Tale
90. ( ) Darkness Falls
91. ( ) Christine
92. (X) ET
93. ( ) Children of the Corn
94. (X) My Boss' Daughter
95. (X) Maid in Manhattan
96. (X) Frailty
97. ( ) Best Bet
98. (X) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
99. (X) She's All That
100. ( ) Calendar Girls
101. ( ) Sideways
102. (X) Mars Attacks
103. ( ) Event Horizon
104. (X) Ever after
105. (X) Forrest Gump
106. ( ) Big Trouble in Little China
107. (X) X-men 1
108. (X) X-men 2
109. ( ) Jeepers Creepers
110. ( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
111. (X) Catch Me If You Can
112. (X) The Others
113. ( ) Freaky Friday (the original starring Jodie Foster)
114. ( ) Reign of Fire
115. (X) Cruel Intentions
116. (X) Hot Chick
117. ( ) Swimfan
118. ( ) Miracle
119. (X) Old School
120. ( ) Ray
121. (X) The Notebook
122. (X) K-Pax
123. (X) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
124. (X) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
125. (X) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
126. ( ) A Walk to Remember
127. ( ) Boogeyman
128. (X) Hitch
129. ( ) Back Door Sluts 9
130. ( ) South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut
131. (X) The Fifth Element
132. (X) Star Wars episode I
133. (X) Star Wars episode II
134. (X) Star Wars episode IV
135. (X) Star Wars episode V
136. (X) Star Wars episode VI
137. ( ) Troop Beverly Hills
138. ( ) Swimming with Sharks
139. ( ) Trainspotting
140. ( ) People under the Stairs
141. ( ) Blue Velvet
142. ( ) The Sound of Music
143. (X) Parent Trap
144. ( ) The Burbs
145. (X) SLC Punk
146. (X) Meet Joe Black
147. ( ) Wild girls
148. (X) A Clockwork Orange
149. (X) The Order
150. (X) Spiderman
151. (X) Spiderman 2
152. (X) Amelie
153. ( ) Mean Girls
154. (X) Shrek
155. (X) Shrek 2
156. (X) The Incredibles
157. (X) Collateral
158. (X) The Fast & The Furious
159. (X) 2 Fast 2 Furious
160. (X) Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
161. ( ) Closer
162. (X) The Sixth Sense
163. (X) Artificial intelligence (AI)
164. ( ) Love Actually
165. ( ) Shutter
166. ( ) Ella Enchanted
167. (X) Princess diaries 1
168. ( ) Princess diaries 2
169. (X) Constantine
170. ( ) Million Dollar Baby
171. ( ) Life of David Gale
172. ( ) 25th Hour
173. (X) Vanilla Sky
174. (X) Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind
175. ( ) Boogy Nights
176. (X) Braveheart
177. ( ) The Anarchist Cook Book
178. (X) How to Deal
179. (X) What About Bob?
180. (X) Billy Madison

A hundred and thirteen, not as many as weasel, but not bad if I do say so myself. How about you?
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Who knew? [Jun. 12th, 2005|02:17 am]

I am a member of 3 cliques of size 4




Find the largest clique containing:

(Enter your livejournal username here).


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(no subject) [Jun. 7th, 2005|03:17 am]
I hate it when I feel like this. Like everything that I do doesn't matter. Like no matter how hard I try, I will always let those around me down. Trouble in paradise. Perfection is always flawed. Somebody told me last night that I will turn out to be great and the sad thing was, I didn't believe her. Sometimes I can't stand to look at myself, and other times, I'm all I can look at without going insane. I feel ugly and beautiful, filthy and pure, disgusting and ethereal. Clawing out for just a glimpse of affection, someone to love me. So desperate, that I become a hungering, festering disease. I wonder if there is ever going to be any point at all to anything I am. I'm sexy in every sense of the word, I'm wonderful and fun and the life of the party. Yet, right now, I just hate everything about me, from my teary eyes to my shapely figure to my ugly black hole of a soul. Try as I might, scars and wounds from the past won't heal. They won't leave me alone. I can't out run them. I can't out grow them. I can't become the person I want to be. And I'm afraid I never will.

Pathetic little girl, who never grows up.
Charming young woman, unsure of everything and everyone around her.
Charismatic goddess, proud and confident, dying just a little bit more inside because of how lonely and utterly vulnerable she makes herself.

And then, after all is said and done, I run back to you. And you push me away and I curl up inside myself and cry in that dark pain that has overrun me.

Please, somebody. Just tell me that you care. Let me cry on your shoulder and leave me alone. Fling love carelessly around and tell me how much I hurt. Inflict horrid treasures as I kneel before you and lap up every ounce of affection. Leave me behind in some cold, damp place to cling at the memories of grandeur. Please, please, abuse me to your utmost. I will love you all the more for it.
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Drunken Contemplations [Jun. 6th, 2005|11:58 am]
I was just listening to Launchcast on Yahoo, and Holding On by VNV Nation came on and it made me think of what Weasel was talking about last night. So, Weas, when and if you read this, this song is for you. Remember that you have people all around you who love and care about you. Friends that are true to the end.

Holding On Lyrics )
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Interview from Ms. V [May. 30th, 2005|03:00 pm]
1: What's your best childhood memory?
Umm, I think it was one day when my mom and I spent the entire day together. When I was growing up, I didn't really get to spend too much time with her, what with her raising a family, working full time, and going to college all at the same time, so it was something really special for me. We just kind of hung out and went the movies, did a little bit of shopping, and got ice cream. It was just one of those perfect days.
2: Worst?
Not going there...
3: Who's the first person you ever loved?
His name was Jonathan, I was a sophomore and got my heart broken in a million pieces. Wasn't fun.
4: Ever had a crush on a teacher?
Yes, my sixth grade English Teacher, Mr. Meininger. He was gay, but I really didn't care. He had a very nice ass.
5: What's one thing you'd never ever ever do, even if someone gave you a billion dollars?
Kill any of my friends or family. Anyone I felt close to, really.

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3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.)
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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2005|12:58 pm]
Ok, so I haven't really posted anything about the happenings of my grandma's funeral. I guess I just needed some time to deal, but now I think I'll let you guys know all the happenings. Well, we left on Monday morning and I pretty much just watched movies all the way there. Tuesday, my cousins and I went and hung out. I haven't seen them since I was like three, so it was kind of exciting, but the circumstances were kind of disappointing, so yah, that kinda sucked. Then Tuesday night was the viewing. I hated it. I wasn't doing anything and everyone else was just standing around being sad, and there was a lot of family that hadn't seen each other for a while, so there were people there were happy to see each other and it kinda just seemed inappropriate. I know they didn't mean anything by it, but it just seemed...I don't know, weird, I guess.
Then Wednesday, the funeral. It was really hard. I didn't quite know what to do. Most of my family was off by themselves. I sat with my mom at the funeral and I cried when they played In The Garden. It was my grandma's favorite hymn and she used to sing it all the time. My cousin played it in a duet on his saxophone with a piano. It was really moving. Then at the gravesite, I was just kind of standing off by myself and no one was there to hug me or comfort me. I know that they were all trying to deal with it themselves, but I just felt really alone. Quite like I felt at the viewing. Then my Aunt Sue came up and asked me how I was doing, and she hugged me and I kinda lost it. I started balling and I couldn't stop and everyone started leaving and I still couldn't stop, so I went over to our car and just kinda stood there feeling stupid and crying by myself. I started to get a hold of myself when my mom came up and gave me a hug. That made me lose it all over again. I don't know, it was kind of weird. I just couldn't stop crying and I felt really bad, because then my mom started to cry. And we just stood there holding each other crying and everyone was pulling away, so we had to get in the car because the people we were supposed to follow to the restaurant were leaving. So we went out to eat and my cousin helped to try to cheer me up a little bit. That night, I hung out with him one on one and we talked for a long time. It was really nice. He's my age, but still in high school. His birthday was right on the cut off date, so he was a year behind me in school. My mom wants to go back to New Jersey for his graduation, but I don't know if I'll be able to get off of work, so I don't know what's going to happen.
So that was it. We came back on Thursday and ever since then, I've been ok. My mom is still going through her mourning process, though, and its really hard to watch her go through that. She started crying at work alot this past week since we've been back. Alot of people keep trying to tell her to just go home, but she can't stand just staying here with nothing to do but feel sorry for herself.
She didn't want to celebrate Mother's Day this year, but it was the first year that I've had a job and the money to get her something from me that wasn't just bought by my stepdad. I went out Thursday (payday) and got her a CD and two devotional books. I just knew that that would be something that she would want. I gave her a card that I wrote inside and I didn't say anything about it being Mother's Day. I just wrote how much she meant to me and how much i appreciate her, even though I don't show it all the time. I think she thought it was nice.
Tomorrow is my brother's birthday. I got him Midnight Club 3 Dub Edition. He's been wanting it since before the thing came out, so I thought it would be something nice for him. It was kind of expensive, so John went half and half on it with me. We also got him the new Will Smith CD. We gave it to him today, even though his birthday is tomorrow. John didn't know if he was going to be able to come over tomorrow or not, and he wanted to be here when we gave it to him.
So yah, that's is pretty much all. I 'm really tired and I'm very emotionally drained still from the funeral. Four days of being surrounded by people that are sad, but trying to be happy kinda makes you feel that way too.
Well, that's all for now. I hope I didn't depress you guys too much with this post, but I've got to vent it somewhere, yah know? It's still too fresh to talk to my mom about it. It just seems weird. Ok, I'm going now, I promise. Loves and kisses to all of you out there!
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! [May. 5th, 2005|01:43 pm]
It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Knocking Boots


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My birthday suit!!! [May. 5th, 2005|01:42 pm]

Your Birthdate: July 29

Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature.

You are imaginative and creative, but rather uncomfortable in the business world.

You are very aware and sensitive, with outstanding intuitive skills and analytical abilities.



The 29 reduces to 11, one of the master numbers which often produces much nervous tension.

This is the birthday of the dreamer rather than the doer.

You do, however, work very well with people.


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Why me? [Apr. 22nd, 2005|01:30 am]
[mood | stressed]

So...for one of the first times in about a week or so I was actually having a good day until I got home. Well, you see, I called home to tell my mom that I was going to go out with John after I got off of work and she said, "No, you have to come home." and I could just tell by her voice that something was wrong. My stepdad was supposed to be away this week for work, and wasn't home. I thought that maybe something had happened to him and then something my mom and I were talking about last night came to mind. We were talking about my grandma and how she hasn't been doing too well lately. She said, "I'll be surprised if she makes it to her birthday this year." She didn't mean anything by it, just to express how concerned she was. At that moment I knew something was wrong with her. I just knew it in my heart. Yah, my grandma died today. My mom feels like shit. I feel like shit. John brought me home and he was very supportive. He knew that I was really upset that I hadn't been able to talk to her lately and that I had been worrying about her. For those of you that don't know, she lives in Virginia, and I haven't seen her since Oct., 2003. If it weren't for him there to hold me, I don't know what I would have done.

I'm just pissed off. I feel like I'm not aloud to have a good day anymore. Something always has to cloud things over for me. And I'm just mad at everything. It's not fair that I didn't get to see her one more time. It's not fair that I have to deal with this. It's not fair that I have to see my mom cry. I know that I probably sound very selfish right now, but I can't help it. There's alot of things that I'm feeling that I can't say out loud without feeling like a jackass, but I have to vent somewhere, so all of you get to read about it.

So, I have to cancel my appointments for Monday (I had an appt. with Planned Parenthood to finally get on birth control, and I was going to donate plasma cuz, yah, I need the monies.), and I have to find someone to work for me Sat. and Sun., but at least I already had Mon. and Tues. off, I think the DND game for Monday is going to be canceled now for like the fifth time. I know it probably sounds like I'm bitching about all of this, but I'm not. I just have all this shit I need to do and I don't feel like doing anything but curling up in a ball in John's arms and crying.

I have to work tomorrow. A split shift nonetheless. I agreed to do so because I'm not leaving until Sat. and it was too short of notice for anyone else to cover for me. My manager says she'll try to get me out of there as soon as she can, but I still think it sucks ass. I don't want to go into work tomorrow. Not with all of this hanging over my head.

I still haven't cried. You know that feeling you get right before you cry that feels like you have a stress ball stuck in your throat? Well, I have that feeling permanently now. But I can't make myself cry, I just stay right on the edge of crying. I don't even know why. It was the same way when my grandpa died five years ago. I felt like crying but I just couldn't make the tears come. And I still can't.
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I know, I know, another quiz...bite me [Apr. 20th, 2005|12:53 pm]
You are cutting
You are cutting


What Self-Mutilation Are You?
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How the hell did weasel get NORMAL??!?!? Oh, well...
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(no subject) [Apr. 15th, 2005|03:03 pm]
Ok, I figured that since all I've put up here for awhile is quizzes, I should update.

I've been doing pretty good, but very busy and extremely tired. Between work and my man, I have almost no time, not that I'm complaining, I just wish I could sleep for an entire day...It would be quite nice if I could be with him while I do it though. I love sleeping with him (and not just fucking...get your mind out of the gutter). I mean just laying in his arms and sleeping, feeling his breath brush up against the nape of my neck, matching the rise of his chest to mine...I just love it. Waking up next to him is the best part though...

I really want to move out...It's driving me crazy. I guess I should get my license soon though, huh?

I've been looking up different scholarships online, since I'm going back to school in the fall and am lacking the monies...work sucks. So, I've been randomly working on essays and all that shit..it sucks. I just want to go out and do something.

Saw the IHOP boys yesterday...I bribed them into taking me to my boyfriend's apartment...might be doing something with them after I get off of work on Saturday. It'd be nice for them to finally meet my boy toy. Not sure yet though.

Ok, I think that's it for now. Enjoy the non-quiz. Love you all!!!
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